The truth

A lot of people have been asking me lately, "So, how is life with two little ones?"  I usually respond, "Oh, it's great!  She is just so easy, it's just like having one!"  I did feel that way for awhile.  It was so easy and I loved it!  I don't know what changed exactly, if it was more them or me, but it's not so easy anymore.  Adelaide has been sick this last week which makes me worry all the time.  I hear her cough and contemplate throwing the kids in the car and rushing to the hospital before she dies.  Before I am able to finish the thought she has already stopped.  Caelan is growing up so fast and becoming more and more independent which is a nice way of saying I hear the word "NO!"  a lot more often.  He has started hitting which gets me so frustrated.  I have this image of him being the sweetest little boy and always saying, "Yes Mom!"  and having nothing but hugs and kisses for everyone around.  I'm realizing more and more everyday that is not accurate.  He is still very sweet, don't get me wrong, I just have to teach him how to express his emotions.  My brother-in-law says he is just like a large breed puppy.  He is so playful and energetic but can be so destructive in the process.  He just doesn't know all that he is capable of yet.  I am constantly praying for patience and wisdom throughout the day.  If anyone has any hints of things that worked for their hitting kids let me know!